"you have only one life to live," he says, "only one."

it's been an eventful weekend and i had so much i wanna blog but i just finished my gym session and i'm tired. i'm also not high today, not low too. just indifferent, which is hardly better than being low.

so everything in point form.

happy things:

- jen got interviwed and accepted to teach in RGS. Yipee! now waiting for MOE clearance. she says i'm more excited abt it than she is, and i am. Going into teaching crossed my mind once, and going to rgs was what i would have wanted. I thot can't fulfil bond in non-moe sch, so i didn't wanna teach (besides the fact that i can't teach anyway). my career path is, as usual, shaped by mis-informed decisions.

-went fishing on sunday. got sunburnt. in winter. blardy hell. now i look like i put blusher on my cheeks and all the way across my nose.

-we caught 3 fishes and a bait. the bait caught a bait. the guy next to us gave us 2 fishes he caught but didn't want cos too small. they were still bigger than my biggest one.

- went to casino on sat. 4 hr drive there, spent 2 hrs gambling, and 4 hr drive back.

- won US$40. lost a dice when i threw it off the table.

-spent 2 hrs walking from table to table to observe the rules. pple tried to teach me Crabs(the dice game) Not only did i lose the dice, i unknowingly tried to put my bag down while holding the dice and switch hands for better luck. the casino guys reacted like i just took out a gun.

- i bet the casino cameras were on me since i was just walking around, watching and throwing dices off tables.

-4 hr drive back. enough time for AY and i to discuss entire life stories. i found out who stole whose husband, who is only looking for rich hubby, office politics, how to maximise alimony, how to kill without getting into real trouble.

- found the history rap my group wrote in sec 1 (that won the inter class competition yeeha!) on the RGS website. brings back memories of cheongsam shoe-kicking acts (the shoe landed on Luisa and she started crying), hiding weapons in bras and golden grandmama panties which candice wanted me to put on. since i kicked so high in my cheongsam that my shorts can be seen why not put on golden elephant panties, was her brillant idea. i didn't.

The Coming of The Immigrants, by weips, tzo ai, luisa, me and candice.
http://www.rgs.edu.sg/dept/dhuman/final/creativejuices/finaljuice.htm

- WJD 2005 is coming and there'd be a feast for the eyes at clarke quay. 2nd sat of june i think. i will of course have no part in it and i shall soothe my lonely soul by stroking my ego by posting the results of WJD 2004.
http://www.ntu.edu.sg/home/kfloh/wjd2004_comp.htm

- this one is old. i stumbled upon it again. and it still makes me laugh.
http://sky.prohosting.com/gssq/writings/rjc.htm

"(F maths teacher) there is a walking Skeleton who, contrary to appearances, is actually very nice, albeit strict."

she would be able to squeeze thru the tiniest gap in between chairs. wanyi and i would watch her squeeze thru, then we'd measure how wide the gap between the chairs were, then we'd start wishing we were as thin. wanyi would then burst out in infectious laughter and we would edge our chairs closer to see what the threshold is. i forgot whether we actually did that last bit but we should have.


Not so happy things:

- AY says someone says W says he's jealous AY is spending time with me. that freaked me out cos we are just friends..AY, W, BCEFGHHHGGFASFQ all frens. so i'm trying to distance myself this week.

i'm aware of the gossips and impression cos we hang out all day and i dun really care abt what others think but i'm not prepared that W thinks so too. i always get myself into these stupid things.

this week i hung out with R a lot. wouldn't it be fun if gossips start generating abt me and R now. i'll be the grand Slut from the Far East.

anyway i feel quite bad cos it;s like quite mean to W. all these based on hearsay. sometimes he talks rubbish so it could be one of his mumbo jumbos. or the msg could have been distorted along the way.

then again i'm always clueless abt these stuff. one of my classics was when i asked steph "if he gave me flowers is he trying to say something?"

so lei cheh

- restless. the new machine is a tough nut to crack cos it's so unaccessble to me. the person who can link me up to it is on maternity leave......

- i just bought a weighing scale and i've put on 10 pounds!

thanks for the recipes. i;d put it up soon. i might also put up "The weight logbook" and record my weight everytime i blog, to shame myself and push myself to lost weight.

-writing in point form doesn't really help since i wrote so much. time to sleep.