Madness
i just took leave to get my backlog of "things-not-related-to-work" done.
things are a little slow at work and i'm busier with all these outside stuff.
just spent the whole day tweaking and updating the TM website.
a bit tired now,
but perked up after seeing the fruits of my labour.
our website was listed quite high on google until it was hacked last year,
and when i took over it wasn't even listed anymore.
but now it's back up there!
YIPEE!!
i thought it would take weeks of work to get it back to listing,
but it's there!
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last sat went to TM@hope, i was the emcee of the day.
which means i get the most stage time.
as i was going to the beach after,
i wore berms and a T shirt.
when pple started arriving in shirts and ties,
i knew i was in trouble.
you could see from their eyes they were quietly tolerating my casualness,
but once they found out i was emcee of the day,
it was no holds barred teasing time.
"you're emcee for the day???? where's the changing room?"
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Spent 5 hours at east coast talking to sea God.
it was nice. :)
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I had an interesting juggling session a few weeks ago.
it was prob largely due to pms, but there is still truth in the revelation.
my juggling genie has left.
the conditions have changed, i have changed, everything has changed.
i realised that the peak of what i could have done with my juggling has gone.
the hunger and inspiration isn't the same anymore.
it was a pretty sad thing to realise,
but it was a peaceful farewell.
it has been a great journey.
the more important lession i learnt,
is that there is a time for everything.
ppls talk abt doing things before we die.
i now realised it's even shorter than that.
it's doing things while we CAN.
while the inspiration is still there.
while the energy and conditions are there.
the time is now.
perhaps my genie will return one day.
the juggleress will always remain a part of me,
even though right now it's just shell of what it was.
bye bye genie.
i hope you finally find the juggler who can fully show the world what you've shown me.
I hope what i've done hasn't disappointed you.
and i look forward to meeting your other genie pals.
it's time to move on.
the time is now.
i just took leave to get my backlog of "things-not-related-to-work" done.
things are a little slow at work and i'm busier with all these outside stuff.
just spent the whole day tweaking and updating the TM website.
a bit tired now,
but perked up after seeing the fruits of my labour.
our website was listed quite high on google until it was hacked last year,
and when i took over it wasn't even listed anymore.
but now it's back up there!
YIPEE!!
i thought it would take weeks of work to get it back to listing,
but it's there!
--------------------------------
last sat went to TM@hope, i was the emcee of the day.
which means i get the most stage time.
as i was going to the beach after,
i wore berms and a T shirt.
when pple started arriving in shirts and ties,
i knew i was in trouble.
you could see from their eyes they were quietly tolerating my casualness,
but once they found out i was emcee of the day,
it was no holds barred teasing time.
"you're emcee for the day???? where's the changing room?"
----------------------------------
Spent 5 hours at east coast talking to sea God.
it was nice. :)
--------------------------------
I had an interesting juggling session a few weeks ago.
it was prob largely due to pms, but there is still truth in the revelation.
my juggling genie has left.
the conditions have changed, i have changed, everything has changed.
i realised that the peak of what i could have done with my juggling has gone.
the hunger and inspiration isn't the same anymore.
it was a pretty sad thing to realise,
but it was a peaceful farewell.
it has been a great journey.
the more important lession i learnt,
is that there is a time for everything.
ppls talk abt doing things before we die.
i now realised it's even shorter than that.
it's doing things while we CAN.
while the inspiration is still there.
while the energy and conditions are there.
the time is now.
perhaps my genie will return one day.
the juggleress will always remain a part of me,
even though right now it's just shell of what it was.
bye bye genie.
i hope you finally find the juggler who can fully show the world what you've shown me.
I hope what i've done hasn't disappointed you.
and i look forward to meeting your other genie pals.
it's time to move on.
the time is now.

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